DUDE . . .

GUESS WAT? I finally passed my TP. YEY YEY! ahaha. 3rd time's a charm, passing with 12 points.



NEXT STEP,

- enrol and pass class 3
- buy a bike that im in love with

oh yea, the other dae i already bought a bike. Veri nice. Kawasaki Ninja, Green/Black.
Take a look. . .

NICE?



Sadly that's not the actual size. Its actually a RC bike that can go only up to 20 km/h. But still...mau race pe? ahahah

Actual size with me on e bike? ahah



Another angle



Its still brand new when this pic was taken. Now, its all scratched up with cracks here and there. And the front fork? the ones holding the front wheel have started to wobble violently so that needs some repairing to do.

Aniwae, i have been working and goin for my classes for the past few daes. Taking an off dae every now and then. And latest news, someone juz committed suicide at commonwealth MRT Station today on the 13 of August. There's no way of preventing such things from happening, absolutely no way. No matter how many staff they have on the platform, when a dude wants to die its almost impossible to stop him. But by dying this way, his causing problems to the ones who are still alive. Meaning SMRT Staffs, people like me. ahah

Im in a great mood for pics today so here's a pic of what i look like at werk. Well, i M at werk but more like slacking in the staff room. ahaha

Mat SMRT?



Sometimes i slack here too . . .



So i juz came back home from chilling session with shaz, nan, faz, wan, mamil, hisham cine and his fren at marina mac. The plan was to mkn sup tulang at beach road in celebration with the passing of my TP Test. ahaha, ya rite. Tapi tk jadi coz sume da mkn kat CT HALL den mls nk gerak gi sane. And Balek tadi was juz freaking fun sia. Wan was driving a van so we loaded up nan's bike in it and wan send us all back home. Me, mamil and nan sat behind with the bike while shaz and faz sat infront. It was so hot and stuffy until me and mamil took ours clothes off. Dtas when i realised i was actually hangin out with spiderman all along. ahahha. Get what i mean? Watever it is, T H A N K S W A N ! ! BAEK HATI SIA KAU. Thanks dude, owe u one.

K, dats all for this post. Will update again next time. TC VATOS.

p.s. Hilang? Cam g2 je? My suspicion is turning out to be true afta all. PRANK!

- 9:56 AM -

DUDE . . .

Probs juz wud nvr end when it comes to my family. Once u fix one, another one will arise bcoz u fixed e previous one. That's how it works here...in my home. Bloody hell. During gatherings they wud say, 'k, its over. Peace.' But Fcuk, the veri nex day they wud start arguing again n again. Some donoe that they are making a mistake, some trying to act all innocent and gud infront of others, and some ASSHOLE trying to act all tough. Come On! Im waiting for u 2 make ur ferst move, Juz giv me a reason to hit u back.

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SUNDAY

I ws out playing soccer at ang mo kio with a bunch of my frens. They have been planning it for quite a while so i cant not show up, plus i have been itching for soccer for a few weeks now. Aniwae, reached there arnd 4 and met up with the syeds then proceed to the street soccer court. Everyting was goin on as planned. Lots of players, a couple of teams, a gud condition court, everyting is gud execpt that we have NO SOCCER BALL!!! aahha. cam siak tol. Apparently some of the players were suppose to bring a few balls but they nvr showed up. So we waited for the syeds to get a ball. By e time it came it ws oreadi 6 plus but it still good coz we booked the court til 9. Shaz played his heart out, SH played his muscles out. It ws tiring but fun. Went straight home afta dat.

MONDAY

Morning shift at work on a monday is realli a pain in the ass. Hot weather, whole lot of pissed off ppl who cant get it the train. And when i tell them to move back, they get pissed at me. Crazy ppl. Aniwaes, went to outram park to help them with the train withdrawls but they call it detrain over there. Worked with fahmi and lollipop till 2 den off to lucnh. Afta lunch went back to jurng, grab my baG and headed home. Drop by sis home for a while, talked, played with my niece n den continued my journey home.

Afta dat went to catch a movie with nan faz shaz. Cite x-files. ahahah. Free tix mah. The movie ws a bit boring to me. So boring that a lame joke cracked by shaz n me forced us laughin in the theatre throughtout the ending of the movie, which was a sad scene. ahaha. Some ppl got offended and that, eventually stopped our un controlable laughters. Afta the movie sent faz back home and shaz nan lpk at my house. More lik under the void deck, fooling arnd. It ws so much fun. I learned alot that nite. Great! Hopefully it will hpn again, but this time with more challengers. YEAH!

Shaz went back home arnd 1 plus am and nan stayed ovr. After showering we went to sleep coz aku heads are ringing. Crawled in bed arnd 2.30 but fell asleep arnd 3 plus i tink. Morning arnd 8 nan woke me up coz he wants to go home, so sent him to the door den back to sleep. I had enuf sleep by 10 plus so i woke up, showered, breakfast n here i am. So yea. Im goin to work later, afternn shift so my day today is 'burned'. Dats all for now. k TC VATOS!

P.S. 9*******? 9*******? 9*******? what cud those remaining numbers be??

- 1:51 AM -

DUDE . . .

Just came back from my sister's place, gave a surprise b'dae party for her juz now n it was fun n cool, from her experssion i can see that she appreciates it alot. Play'd nitendo wii while i was there. I get exicted everytime i plays it eventhough the graphics and the games suck big time, it feels as if im in the game. SERIOUS SHIT! Cause my niece made a character that bears my name n features. Dark skin, bald etc. NO DOT! ahahhaha.

Aniwae, im up to nutin nowadaes other than hanging out with my close frens and earning myself some money. Surat NS maseh belom sampai2 sia . . . lambat gile sia.

TODAY . . .

Finally woke up around 6 afta snoozing my alarm from 5.30. Perangai malas da start and its only the 3rd day at work. Thank GOD n my dad, i reached work on time coz god made my journey safe n my dad drove me to work. ahaha.

Work was okay, not much chics this morning so thats a down. ahahahha. Afta work thought of resting at home for a while then go for my class but things didnt go as i planned. If u know me, u wud know that my planning sucks coz i got no discipline. There's always that something or some1 who luvs fucking up my plans. From now on, im gonna make all my little decisions with the flip of a coin, like me and shaz used to do it in ITE daes. ahaha.

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Here, some gooey shit bout what im feelin today.

I WANNA CHANGE! I donoe if its just ' semangat 5 minit ' type of feeling or izzit the real deal. Im feeling extreamly guilty for not going to my classes, I bought nicorette gum oreadi so im not gonna buy ciggies tmr, i packed prayer mats in my bag so that i can pray at work tmr. Im correcting wrongs in my life coz I really wanna change guys. H E L P ! ! ! Help me fulfill this wish of mine. If u cant help me out, then dont stand in my way.

Thats all ar. Bsk keje pagi, nk tido siang kalo blh. TC VATOS


a pic of what i look like nowdaes

PS. Tkmo amek kisah psl dat gooey shit kalo tk paham. ahahha

- 11:13 PM -

DUDE . . .

I hav not been updatin lately coz i don want to. Aniwaes, alot of tings have been happening over the past few days, fun stuff, awesome stuff and also stressful stuff. So, i'll juz blabber bout todaes uneventful events and my feelings.

Saw daylight today arnd 12. I had another dream, in my dream my mum was telling me to clean my room and also wash the windows in my room before she gets home from dont know where. Actually . . . its wasnt a dream. She was telling my to do all this stuff while i was still half asleep so it felt like a dream to me. ahahha. k scratch that, it was more of a nightmare. Coz when i woke up, my whole upperbody was sore from gym yesterday (which shaz bastard me). So it made my chores worst.

Once done, used the comp n watch online movies, bloghoppin n listening to songs. My guitar is back after disappearing for a few weeks, so yea practiced a few songs. Until arnd 5 plus den my 'BAD' urge started to kick in so i called shaz n asked him to lpk around my area for a while.

I had to blow off kiki's plans for town coz not in the mood for town and also to travel far. So instead, went to k-pool shoot some balls den lpk at mac wif nan and faz until 11 plus den we made our way home.

Will be goin out again later to catch HOLLAND-RUSSIA at JTC mac. So yea, expecting holland to win.

Been thinkin alot bout bikes lately, it has been making time pass so slow and boring coz im counting the weeks, days, hours, minutes and seconds. K la, not the seconds and minutes ar, that part im lying. ahahah. According to shaz thats what thats making me so moodless lately. But ntala kan. No pics today coz i don snap pics as a habit. Even if i do, i wont upload. ahahah. My blabbering ends here for now. k TC. Pape kol.

P.S. call tau, tkmo msg. Nanti aku tk dengar. ahah

- 8:38 AM -

D U D E . . .

Today, i ws awaken by a very wierd yet funny dream. It felt so real that i thought it was not a dream. It was a short dream coz i slept late last nite watchin 'Klakar rabak'. 5 hours of sleep and this is what my mind conjured up.

I was confronted by a bunch of gangsters on my way back home from donnoe where, all of them are from different races. Surrounding me in all directions, they started to ask me questions and also trying to pick a fight at the same time. All of a sudden i was hit from e back and fell to the floor, eating kicks n punches cominG in all directions. After the beating all of them moved back and i see my younger brother among them. I stood up and said, 'Oi! pe ko buat kat sini?'. And he replied, 'Aku nga jual rokok la, 5 dollar je. Kau nk beli tk?'. And den i woke up. I was so engrossed in the dream coz it felt so real until i went up to my brother( who is in my room at that time) as soon as i opened my eyes and scolded him.

Me: Kau aper ni buat keje bodo gi jual2 rokok.
Bro: Aper kau? Bile aku jual rokok??
Me: Tadi tu aper.
Bro: Bile? Kau da gile pe?? Kau nga mimpi agaknye bodo!

Den i realised it and laughed. Took my bath towel n went to shower, walking with a smile on my face the whole time. ahahha.
Stupid fucked up dream that put a smile on my face the today everytime i think about it. ahhaha.

Dats all for my post.Well actually, a few other things hpned worth mentioning today but i'll juz save it for my next post. TC VATOS

P.S. Im having a good mood today coz finally, a few good news came to my ears in a long long time.

- 1:35 AM -

D U D E . . .

i donoe wat 2 update but i hav 2 coz ader org da tegor. E same person hu always gets me 2 update. ahahha. u noe who u are eh. Aniwaes . . .

Let me start with wad hpn 2dae. woke 10.30 coz need 2 paint house. In otherwords, CAT RUMAH. ahahah. Had my breakfst den start paintin. den lunch break n den more paintin. By e time i finished which is arnd 6 plus, my hands were heavy n im fuckin hungry. so mkn again den chill, maen guitar tgk tv.

Thought dat i cud finally rest sekali ader 'nyonya' kol aku sia. Tnye aku kat mane, tron jurong ke tk. ahahha. bingit siak aku ngn tu nyonya, kacau aku nye restin tym. ahah.

Mandi den siap2 nk gi jumpe tu nyonya ngn member dier apek2 sume. ahahah. Abg aku tk caye yg aku nk gi lpkk ngn nyonya n apek2 so dier ikot nk tgk. ahahha. smpi jurong lmbt den kene mara ngn nyonya n apek2. Abg aku da dpt tgk nyonya2 n apek2 TU so kite ramai2 gi maen pool. Until arnd 10 plus, den lpk outside entertainment mkn jap n F O G G I N. ahahha. Den balek. THE END.

NYONYA : SHASHA
APEK2 : SHAZ, AREP, FAZ

P.S. Look through my eyes and you can see that im no longer hollow. Coz there's you kept inside of me.

- 12:38 AM -

DUDE . . .

U guys wud hav known by now dat i failed my TP. So yea . . .shit hpns n i skidded n fell when i ws juz 20 secs away frm finishin e test. Haiz dot dot dot
Nex TP slot is at e end of june, another long long wait. FUCKED.

Aniwae, yest ws GRADUATION DAY. It ws fun but sum faces didnt turn up so dat kind of pulled tings down a lil bit. Met Shaz n arep n poly den off 2 skool together. Den wen i reach skool, familiar faces start popin, it ws nice. Thnks wani 4 helpin me wif e tie. ahahah. I 4got how 2 tie a tie. My outfit 4 e dae ws supposed 2 b different but dat grey pants screw up e whole ting. But its still good. Las min changes made a MAFIA out of me. Wats missin is juz a hat n it wud hav been perfecto. Damn! Ahahah.

Here r sum V I S U A L A I D S on dat dae. stole frm shaz blog, hu stole frm qiks blog. ahaha





Im nt myslef in both e pics coz behind e photographer were a grup of gals lookin at us. so i cant act as myself. aahahah. nanti paise.

Afta dat lpk at cafe 1 4 ONE LAST TIME. Den went to tamp mac. My sore throat flu n cough juz got worst so i have 2 ditch my plans 4 e dae n went home. SORI EINN coz i ws not there. Happy Bdae!

12 hrs of sleep still didnt cure my sickness but i still hav 2 get my ass up 4 werk. Everi1 at werk were feelin sori 4 me n ask me to go home. But aku ni suke step 'hero' ahaha. Tkla2 . . .if i go home they will hav trouble. AFta werk went home w/o any detours n S L E E P! s

Den shaz called todae at 9.30 ajak lpk jurong with shahsa n sk8. Played pool 4 a while. Shasha asyik dtg jurong je mcm hyper . . .even wen she's not takin her 'drugs'. ahaha. Da gile agaknye. Shaz, i ws e better player but ko always attain e cheap wins. CHEAP! ahaha jok2. Den go home arnd 11.30. Still sick rite now . . .

Tmr . . .so far no plans yet. so it shud b a veri simple pimple dae tmr . . .
TC peeps, c ya arnd aite.

P.S. Miss. Missing. Im missing. Im missing HER.

- 12:56 AM -